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So you freak out on me cause i don’t answer your every text or your every call. You’re so jealous of everyone i talk to! even if it’s a girl! like dude it’s weird, i want me space. Your honestly pushing me away more and more. I have no idea how to tell you, but i honestly think i am falling out of love with you yes that is really bad to say but it’s the truth. You like need to know my every move I’m a big girl i know what i’m doing! and yes i am still a teenager so stop talking about marriage..It’s weird. You also tell me how you what a baby uhmm i’m pretty sure you a little to young for that and i don’t want children right now.When you say that you love me with all your heart it scares me, and when you say we’re going to be together forever. Okay well right now forever for me is till i find out who you really are and i am starting to get to that point, the point where i don’t even know what to do anymore. I am starting to like someone else while dating you. I seriously think about leaving you almost everyday, but i’m scared, once you told me you were going to be depressed if i left and that you can’t live without me.I’m sure that you lived without me before and i’m sure you will in the future. I an honestly say i do not think we will last much longer. But i have no idea what to tell you. I think you are obsessed with me and i don’t want a relationship like that. I can’t do it, a guy talks to me and you want to beat his ass. That isn’t even right. Fighting a guy isn’t going to keep them away from it shows that you are scared and they can see that. Just like you scared away one of my close friends all because of past things. They are in the past and i have told you this. But you also know that when you say i love you to me i really don’t want to say it back because i am starting not to mean it each day. I have started to kinda move on and i’m scared that something is going to happen that i will regret, but i’m not sure yet. I’m really scared and i’m unsure of what to do. no one can really give me good advise right now. but all i know is that it’s always on my mind. Yes i do have guys flirt with me at school and honestly i do flirt back. You already tried to take my best friend away from me, i’m not going to let you take my life away by telling me who i can and cannot talk to. It’s so ridiculous. I’m a big girl it’s my life..i’ll live it how i want to live it. I’m not going to have a bad relationship like this again and if it cannot be fixed..then i’m sorry to say i wold have to let you go. Sorry. I’m sure you will get over me soon enough, cause i’m already prepared to get right over you.

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